Episode 3

My secrets after u...

Have 2 guys chase me after u... and both of them are study in Taylor. He is the same name with u and also stay in the same area with u.  But he is already graduate from the college and working now.  He have work at an Italian restaurant.He told me he have chase me for 2 years ago when i be with u.  He always get noticed wat time i will be break and many things about me.  But now he have already go to work at Singapore.  Before he went there he have fb me but i didn't saw his msg.  But after tht he called me and sms with me. And he told me he wanna chase me back be his gf again.  coz he have regret to broke up with me tht time.  He told me he want to engage with me.  

Gosh..suddenly told  me this news. Suddenly in my brain is empty.  I asked him back are u serious?  he told me 'yes'.  But i have get shocked.  Then i just told him we need to get more financial 1st. He said he got.  But i said i dont want.  It was because we r not really know each other for very long.  so he just answer me ok. 

Another guy is he intro him to me.  that time i dont know wat he think just didnt get my permission and just gv tht guy my number.  And i very angry and sms him y u wanna do like tht..this is privacy u just let ppl know. he asked me cant ar...i thought ok fine u will be regret wat u do with me.  After tht tht guy chase me to be his gf and he is a Filipino..and i just thought tht we r impossible. but he always care for me and take good care of me.  Then get slowly he touched me. And i just think ok la we just try was suit each other or not?  But the results is not wat i think.  He dont care wat i doing right now and want me always sms with him.  when i stop sms with him for a few hours it becoz i was busy then he will always told me he want kill himself...he wanna die...he want get drunk...or he would told me he want to be with me.. He just like very emo..gosh...i cant stand of his emotion like tht..after 2 weeks more i told him we r not suit to be together coz communication is a very big problem and he cant understand me.  So i wanna tell u now..so sorry for tht we r still friend..  ^^