Thursday, January 6, 2011
I still alive.. don't treat me tht i died already!!!!!!!
In this early morning, shit...wat's the problem??? Someone fade me up till i feel tht i want her to disappear in front of me...stupid idiot!! Dont take me tht we have relative relation then u can do tht and bully me..DON'T TOO OVER.. I tell u..i am not a die volcano i am a sleep volcano i just dont want to angry on u coz i respect u..so dont force me till the wall corner and i cant stand anymore i will burst it all out that time u will know... I hv juz transfered to this dept for 3 weeks ago it's also a nw learner u can teach me patience??? I do wrong i will apologize to u but can u dont smash the things in front of me?? If u think tht i stupid ok fine...but i also want to tell u tht i stupid u more even stupid coz u not being a good teacher and also not taught me completely all the things u should teach...so r u more stupid than me?? U want fight with me now u r not enough qualification to fight with me 1st..coz this is ur fault and also my fault..but this is boss pass me to u and learn from u so u have this resposibility to teach me complete stuff...dont blame on me...U have worked here for 3 yrs.. no matter how u r more faster and know how to do than me.... Before tht i didn't learn thse all thing although i am study hotel management...but our hotel mangement system is not the same...this i need to do manually and POS system i no need it will automatically. So now i can tell u tht u r worst then other ppl the way u treat me..other staff is good to me...U this BITCH!!! This is my 1st time i say this word but i really really very very angry already now i'm using this blogger to realease my anger if not i cant stand wirth it... Now i warn u is the 1st time and also last time...
Monday, January 3, 2011
Go or not go?? Where should i go??
Where should i go? Taiwan or Australia? Gosh...very confuse now.. Go taiwan it's bcoz it's currency is not high and it's things are cheap.. If Aus. the environment is good but the currency is high...
Oh no...how to do??? Apple...tell me wat to do?? where should i choose??
Oh no...how to do??? Apple...tell me wat to do?? where should i choose??
Sunday, January 2, 2011
Wat i do at new year eve nite???
That nite me and my mum fetched my sis go to the 2011 countdown party. And tht was raining heavily tht nite. And it also my dad's b'day. So after tht we just came back home and have dinner with him. after dinner i just watched all the countdown shows. such as at Taiwan. they have countdown party. Just watched tv at home. when it's goes to 12am i watched from the tv tht they have put out the fireworks from the 101 building..it took 288 seconds. And now taiwan already 100 years old this year. Happy birthday taiwan... ^^ after tht go to fetch my sis with my mum at 12:30am..came back home was tired d.. this is my new year nite i pass... weeee^^
New in my life!!!
Now is the beginning of New year. So i need to have new beginning, new life, new plans and i want to have bigger dreams to let myself to achieve it. I want to have new memories. That are all past. I have to dream on wat i want and use my own to achieve it. ^^ I want to control my life i dont want to let the past to control. LET'S BE HAPPY EVERYDAY =)
Episode 3
My secrets after u...
Have 2 guys chase me after u... and both of them are study in Taylor. He is the same name with u and also stay in the same area with u. But he is already graduate from the college and working now. He have work at an Italian restaurant.He told me he have chase me for 2 years ago when i be with u. He always get noticed wat time i will be break and many things about me. But now he have already go to work at Singapore. Before he went there he have fb me but i didn't saw his msg. But after tht he called me and sms with me. And he told me he wanna chase me back be his gf again. coz he have regret to broke up with me tht time. He told me he want to engage with me.
Gosh..suddenly told me this news. Suddenly in my brain is empty. I asked him back are u serious? he told me 'yes'. But i have get shocked. Then i just told him we need to get more financial 1st. He said he got. But i said i dont want. It was because we r not really know each other for very long. so he just answer me ok.
Another guy is he intro him to me. that time i dont know wat he think just didnt get my permission and just gv tht guy my number. And i very angry and sms him y u wanna do like tht..this is privacy u just let ppl know. he asked me cant ar...i thought ok fine u will be regret wat u do with me. After tht tht guy chase me to be his gf and he is a Filipino..and i just thought tht we r impossible. but he always care for me and take good care of me. Then get slowly he touched me. And i just think ok la we just try was suit each other or not? But the results is not wat i think. He dont care wat i doing right now and want me always sms with him. when i stop sms with him for a few hours it becoz i was busy then he will always told me he want kill himself...he wanna die...he want get drunk...or he would told me he want to be with me.. He just like very emo..gosh...i cant stand of his emotion like tht..after 2 weeks more i told him we r not suit to be together coz communication is a very big problem and he cant understand me. So i wanna tell u now..so sorry for tht we r still friend.. ^^
Have 2 guys chase me after u... and both of them are study in Taylor. He is the same name with u and also stay in the same area with u. But he is already graduate from the college and working now. He have work at an Italian restaurant.He told me he have chase me for 2 years ago when i be with u. He always get noticed wat time i will be break and many things about me. But now he have already go to work at Singapore. Before he went there he have fb me but i didn't saw his msg. But after tht he called me and sms with me. And he told me he wanna chase me back be his gf again. coz he have regret to broke up with me tht time. He told me he want to engage with me.
Gosh..suddenly told me this news. Suddenly in my brain is empty. I asked him back are u serious? he told me 'yes'. But i have get shocked. Then i just told him we need to get more financial 1st. He said he got. But i said i dont want. It was because we r not really know each other for very long. so he just answer me ok.
Another guy is he intro him to me. that time i dont know wat he think just didnt get my permission and just gv tht guy my number. And i very angry and sms him y u wanna do like tht..this is privacy u just let ppl know. he asked me cant ar...i thought ok fine u will be regret wat u do with me. After tht tht guy chase me to be his gf and he is a Filipino..and i just thought tht we r impossible. but he always care for me and take good care of me. Then get slowly he touched me. And i just think ok la we just try was suit each other or not? But the results is not wat i think. He dont care wat i doing right now and want me always sms with him. when i stop sms with him for a few hours it becoz i was busy then he will always told me he want kill himself...he wanna die...he want get drunk...or he would told me he want to be with me.. He just like very emo..gosh...i cant stand of his emotion like tht..after 2 weeks more i told him we r not suit to be together coz communication is a very big problem and he cant understand me. So i wanna tell u now..so sorry for tht we r still friend.. ^^
Episode 2 ❤
Y??? Y i still story about him???
I know i cant forgot him very easily. It is bcoz we have been couple for 1 and half year. So i cant forget about it.. But yesterday u have become my memories already...i have told myself from this year, new beginning, a new starts. i won't think about u again..coz u have became my memories and u will have new memories soon or available now. hard to say this kind of thing. So now i wanna tell myself again u r already part of my memories and i wanna to move on to my own dreams. U r always in my heart. Miss u but i must forget u from now on....this is the right way for us. I wanna tell u tht i was very happy tht when we were together, i use to very appreciate every moment and every second we be together. Even the things u do wrong i just correct it silently and dont let u realise it, coz i want u to know tht wat u do is correct want. and u r the best ever and forever. i want u to be more confident on urself. tht's all. Rmb tht time u say u have not enough money to eat and u wont come and find me on the next day coz is ur family day i just take out the money to let u eat. And the next day i have no money to eat coz i have take out my money for u. I didnt told u this and u wont know too...and now maybe u will know already. If this happening happen again i will willing to do the same things again.. IT IS BECAUSE I LOVE U...tht's all...But now i really wanna put u in this blog and become part of my life and u r only pass-by my life. thanks very much tht u have loved me so much and cared and gave me wat i want..thank you very much... ^^
Episode 1❤
How absurd??
Now i writing the blog of my own episode. And now i going to write episode 1 and is write from the end of me and him...and there is our story end... Our story end on 7 months ago. Say fast also not so fast slow also not slow...coz it's happen at 7 months ago d.. while he sms me tht we going to be friend it's not only one time..it has been several times. And the 1st time he told me was he still at langkawi having his training. He sms me then i asked him back r u serious? He told me no la...he was joking with me only...then the 2nd time he have sms me when i was over kl and all my friends told me it's time to give up him but i don't think i can do it...I have think that i cant give up him it's bcoz he treat me very very good can be say superb good. Coz he is a guy i never met in my life and where ever i want to go he will bring me to go...wat i want to eat and drink when we go to a restaurant or cafe he will order for me. i just give some suggestions not to eat to expensive and dont order too much. When i left my purse or handphone in his car he will sent back to me...when i knew tht we r going to end...i have no tears to cried out and dont know wat to do...just call and told my friends and msn wat's going on...coz i dont want to let my parents and sis know about tht. I know tht if i told them they will be very worry about me and keep asking me too..and i also have made promise with him nt to tell my family..i rmb tht nite i slept on 3am and wake up at 8am..tht time i dont know wat to do...cant really slept well...God!!! Y u want treat me like tht...everything i do for him even exams i also do for him to let him get a high marks.. when u not enough money but u wanna go tht place i still let u go..coz i know u want to go..watever u want to do i always support u..coz i know u will get happy when u done sth u like..when u play pool or snooker and pool i just acc u when my friends ask me when u playing pool wat am i doing thr...i told them i just sat thr..when my parents they keep asking me how's our relationship i answer them good nth happen but it's happen many things. I realised tht have a girl name "JANICE" he always keep sms her and ask her wat she is doing?, have dinner or lunch already? or other questions. But the girl reply her sth in i have forgot d. the one i rmb is the girl have asked him to reload for her. when i saw the msg he immediately explained me no la..nt the janice we know...tht is his cousin. U think still believe...i just say i dont care but my heart have broke and bleeding with blood. U always say u not enough money and i take out my money to cover u..till my mom have controlled my financial coz it's too heavy already..u do this kind of thing behind me.. Want play snooker and pool no money it's ok i let u play and take my money out to let u..no money to eat i take out my money i pay...when u saw my friends wat they wear u always ask me y i didnt wear like them? Can u think tht am i same with them? If u like to compare u r not love tht who am i. and u shouldn't couple with me.. when u asked tht question do u have think about me? wat i feel? but i still dont care tht time..i just say nothing.. like tht i still not good enough for u?? And u just becoz tht ur mom bring u to the fortune teller there to told u tht u r not suitable for relationship last yr then u just break up with me? Our relationship is not start from last year, is 2008/12/23 ok? Until now i still cant believe this is the reason. I can say that i still miss u very much and love u very much too..i have never and ever end.. I know u have harder inside ur heart. But anyway, at here i still wish u happy forever and find a better one..^^dont forget u need to take care urself ok? I will be okay..maybe i not the one u want and not suitable u.. who wants a fat girl to be their gf rite? Everyone also want a beauty beside them so i know wat u feel. i didnt blame u..it's my own fault and we are not in the rite time in relationship too..i let u go to find the one who suits u...it will be more happiness and beautiful ending.. GOOD LUCK MY BEST FRIEND!!
Now i writing the blog of my own episode. And now i going to write episode 1 and is write from the end of me and him...and there is our story end... Our story end on 7 months ago. Say fast also not so fast slow also not slow...coz it's happen at 7 months ago d.. while he sms me tht we going to be friend it's not only one time..it has been several times. And the 1st time he told me was he still at langkawi having his training. He sms me then i asked him back r u serious? He told me no la...he was joking with me only...then the 2nd time he have sms me when i was over kl and all my friends told me it's time to give up him but i don't think i can do it...I have think that i cant give up him it's bcoz he treat me very very good can be say superb good. Coz he is a guy i never met in my life and where ever i want to go he will bring me to go...wat i want to eat and drink when we go to a restaurant or cafe he will order for me. i just give some suggestions not to eat to expensive and dont order too much. When i left my purse or handphone in his car he will sent back to me...when i knew tht we r going to end...i have no tears to cried out and dont know wat to do...just call and told my friends and msn wat's going on...coz i dont want to let my parents and sis know about tht. I know tht if i told them they will be very worry about me and keep asking me too..and i also have made promise with him nt to tell my family..i rmb tht nite i slept on 3am and wake up at 8am..tht time i dont know wat to do...cant really slept well...God!!! Y u want treat me like tht...everything i do for him even exams i also do for him to let him get a high marks.. when u not enough money but u wanna go tht place i still let u go..coz i know u want to go..watever u want to do i always support u..coz i know u will get happy when u done sth u like..when u play pool or snooker and pool i just acc u when my friends ask me when u playing pool wat am i doing thr...i told them i just sat thr..when my parents they keep asking me how's our relationship i answer them good nth happen but it's happen many things. I realised tht have a girl name "JANICE" he always keep sms her and ask her wat she is doing?, have dinner or lunch already? or other questions. But the girl reply her sth in i have forgot d. the one i rmb is the girl have asked him to reload for her. when i saw the msg he immediately explained me no la..nt the janice we know...tht is his cousin. U think still believe...i just say i dont care but my heart have broke and bleeding with blood. U always say u not enough money and i take out my money to cover u..till my mom have controlled my financial coz it's too heavy already..u do this kind of thing behind me.. Want play snooker and pool no money it's ok i let u play and take my money out to let u..no money to eat i take out my money i pay...when u saw my friends wat they wear u always ask me y i didnt wear like them? Can u think tht am i same with them? If u like to compare u r not love tht who am i. and u shouldn't couple with me.. when u asked tht question do u have think about me? wat i feel? but i still dont care tht time..i just say nothing.. like tht i still not good enough for u?? And u just becoz tht ur mom bring u to the fortune teller there to told u tht u r not suitable for relationship last yr then u just break up with me? Our relationship is not start from last year, is 2008/12/23 ok? Until now i still cant believe this is the reason. I can say that i still miss u very much and love u very much too..i have never and ever end.. I know u have harder inside ur heart. But anyway, at here i still wish u happy forever and find a better one..^^dont forget u need to take care urself ok? I will be okay..maybe i not the one u want and not suitable u.. who wants a fat girl to be their gf rite? Everyone also want a beauty beside them so i know wat u feel. i didnt blame u..it's my own fault and we are not in the rite time in relationship too..i let u go to find the one who suits u...it will be more happiness and beautiful ending.. GOOD LUCK MY BEST FRIEND!!
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